As a boy who who was afraid of riding a bicycle after bon breakage, I was bad at taking risks. It always takes time to decide what to choose

As a boy who who was afraid of riding a bicycle after bon breakage, I was bad at taking risks. It always takes time to decide what to choose. My personality was subjected to change when my wish of buying new laptop was rejected by father. My father said I was already old enough to fund myself financially.
Once my cousin said that “ a moment is enough for a person to change enormously”. But I had some doubts about it. After this rejection I got, I realized that my cousin was sure for 100 percent. From that moment I started doing everything for me without help our anyone. In the wish of getting new laptop to learn foreign languages, I searched a job in my region, and found one in a local store. I was load carrier in that store and I lifted everything which came there for sale. I collected money in half a year. When I bought my dream computer, I was full of joy. This is because, it was first thing I got by myself.
This laptop is being used only for educational purposes, mainly for learning english and browsing about foreign cultures. Although it was 3 years ago, I remember that period with full of emotions and it gave some self-motivation. I can completely say that it is one of close friends which earned my respect.
From that time, I promised myself never stop learning in my academic career and beyond. Moreover, I got used not to waste money after experiencing how difficult to earn it is. In my future life this period will leads me to believe in my potential to manage everything. Though as the task given to me, I will do my best to accomplish it.