Unforgettable

Chapter 14
In a daze, Doug disconnected the call from Steve Kantor and tossed the cell
phone onto his desk. A roller-coaster ride. He’d warned Jen, but even Doug
could not have known how prophetic his warning would be. They’d both been
euphoric with the Silverman brothers’ plans to investigate a Broadway
production of The Sanctuary. But this latest news…? A shocker.
He glanced at his watch, then rose, too restless and distracted now to keep
working. Outside his window, sunlight cast long shadows. The maple trees that
lined the street were almost bare, but for a few stubborn leaves still clinging to
their branches.
Grabbing his jacket, he closed the door behind him, ran down the flight of stairs
and stepped outdoors. Jen would be leaving work soon. On this crisp afternoon
in October, he’d surprise her at her office building. He’d figure out what to say
as he walked. All he had to do was come up with a monologue. Some
comforting words so she wouldn’t freak out.
Who was he kidding? Of course she’d freak out at the mention of Los Angeles.
The timing couldn’t be worse. She’d finally become comfortable with the need
to commute to New York, to being part of his life there. Her current to-do list
included finding a place to sublet in the city as well as planning a modest spring
wedding. A big enough list when added to her career.
In what seemed like only moments, Doug reached his destination and began to
pace, while keeping an eye on the heavy glass doors. As people started exiting,
he sharpened his gaze until there, in the midst of a crowd, he spotted Jen. He
could pick her out among millions just by the way she walked, how she tilted her
head, her profile with the cute nose. He waved and approached her. Even in the
dusk of evening, he saw her wide grin and answering wave. And then she was in
his arms, jabbering her delight and asking questions.
“I guess you needed a break,” she said, now slipping her arm through his.
“And you are the best excuse for one.” He leaned over and kissed her quickly.

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“Let’s walk and talk. I received…let’s say…an unusual phone call.”
She turned her head and lifted her face toward him. “Is something wrong? Is
someone sick?”
“No, no. Nothing like that. I didn’t mean to scare you. It’s just that Steve called
me from New York.”
They resumed their stroll. “What about? Another play?”
“Sort of.”
“Sort of? I think we’ve discovered that you don’t write novels too well.”
The woman could make him laugh. “Remember you once suggested that
audiences might enjoy a love story?”
Her nose scrunched up as she thought about her answer. “Hmm…you’re right. I
remember throwing that idea around.”
“Well, the truth is, I actually had written a love story, Jen. That story was the
failed novel, which I later rewrote as a play.” Feed her the facts little by little.
“Really?”
“Yeah, but I wasn’t ready to talk about it with anyone. I sent the script to Steve
just for some feedback.”
“And that was the call you received today?”
He paused and turned her toward him. He needed to see her reaction. “Yes. The
title is Straight from the Heart.  Steve liked it enough to send it to a friend of
his.”
“Which one? I met quite a few of your theater friends when we were in the city.”
The more Doug revealed, the more nervous he got. He wanted this opportunity,
but he also wanted Jen’s buy-in. His heart thumped hard, and his hand sweated
in the cool of the evening. He tried to choose his words.
“Ahh…none of that bunch. This friend of Steve’s wants to talk about converting

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it to a screenplay.” He stopped talking to let the meaning resonate.
“A screenplay? In New York? I don’t…
“…not New York.”
They’d reached her building. “Let’s go upstairs,” he said. “I’ll explain
everything.”
She twirled and her eyes met his. “California. You’re talking about California.
Screenplays get made into movies, don’t they? Wow, Doug. You don’t give me a
chance to breathe.”
“Well, take a deep breath now. Take several. It probably won’t happen anyway.”
He took the key from her shaking hand. “Relax, Henny-Penny. Ninety-five
percent of manuscripts don’t make it through. And ninety-five percent of the
ones optioned never make it to the screen. My little play is a needle in the
haystack.”
He watched her silently put her purse on the table and take off her coat. Her
changes of expression told him her mind was racing as fast as a car at the Indy
500.
“But you’re so excited. If it’s a nothing chance, why are you so excited?”
Good question. Not an honorable answer. “Because, sweetheart, I think it’s a
compliment just to be asked to the ball. And it also looks great on my resume.”
Now her eyes sparkled. “You mean it’s good for your ego!”
“That, too.” He beckoned to her, and she came, arms raised to wrap around him.
“I love you, Jen. So very much.”
“Make that times two.”
“I know. And I also know you’ll understand that I need to talk to Steve’s
connection in L.A. He’s an agent who’s setting up a meeting with some studio
mucky-mucks. I don’t even know which studio.”
She plopped herself on the couch. “And I know you’ll understand when I say I

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have a three thousand pound stomachache, one pound for every mile.”
He could well believe that. “If any of my work winds up on the big screen,
sweetheart, you’ll never have to worry about budgeting again. We’re talking
about more money than Broadway could ever pay out with one play.” And if that
didn’t win her over her, nothing he said could.
Her mouth opened and closed. Her head tilted back. “You’ve struck out. I don’t
worry about that anymore anyway.”
##
In the morning, her first instinct was to call Lisa, but she stopped herself. She’d
go to work as usual, focus on her clients as usual, supervise staff as usual. She’d
cling to her routine as if it were a lifesaver. And perhaps it would prove to be.
Lunchtime presented a challenge. She could barely eat, and an hour of free time
allowed her to think too much. Don’t dump this on Lisa.  Jen had thought
Kentucky was an awful move for Liz and Matt. If they knew her predicament
now, they’d laugh. Not that anything was settled. According to Doug, far from it.
But he’d been having a pretty fantastic year. If this was a roller-coaster ride, he
was still climbing high, with no bottom in sight.
How could she deny him?
But how could she deny herself the pleasure of family? They needed each other
—in Boston. She’d made that clear to Doug, and she’d already compromised
about New York. Wasn’t that enough?
She went home with a headache. And got a bigger one when Doug told her, “I’m
flying out next Thursday night to meet with the agent and discuss the story with
the studio guys.”
He worked fast. Too fast. “What about your teaching schedule?”
“I’ll only miss Friday office hours. I’ll take the red-eye Sunday night and be
home in time for Monday classes. George is one of the best-connected people in
Hollywood. We can’t miss this opportunity, Jenny.”
She began pacing. “Maybe you can’t, but I can. Things are going so well for us

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now, Doug. We’ve figured out our lives. Broadway, Boston, Emily, Lisa and
Mike and the twins and the babies. And even Eve. We have a plan. We have a
path. You’re breaking my heart. I wish your happiness didn’t cause sadness for
me.” Her eyes filled, and she couldn’t stop the tears. “Sorry.” She grabbed a
tissue and headed to the sofa.
A deep quiet followed. She could hear the tick of the wall clock nearby. She
could hear Doug’s soft voice.
“Then I’m not going. Sadness? You’re the last person on earth who I’d want to
hurt. I vote for both of us to be happy.”
But she shook her head, logic taking over. “You have to go. I can’t be
responsible for a missed opportunity of that scope. And besides, decisions made
in the heat of the moment are never good.”
He gave a sharp nod. “Jenny, I guarantee that in the end, this will turn out to be
simply an educational opportunity. I’m familiar with the industry, but I’ll just
learn about it better from the inside.”
She shrugged. “Whatever.”
“The worst response in the world.”
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She actually agreed with him. Her response had sounded childish, but it was the
only thing she could produce while numb. Living with Doug was proving to be
anything but calm.
The following Saturday morning, while Doug was away, she practiced with the
chorus again, preparing for their annual winter concert. In the afternoon, she
cleaned the apartment as though preparing for a military inspection. Not a speck
of dust, not a crumb of bread dared to show itself. She changed linen, did
laundry and reviewed her wardrobe. Maybe a shopping trip was in order.
She called Lisa. “Want to introduce Briana to the wonders of shopping with her
mom and auntie?”
Lisa laughed. “Sounds great except for one thing.”

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“What’s that?’
“Man, you’re getting forgetful. The Riders are at home tomorrow. We expected
you and Doug to join us. I planned to take the kids and pick you up on the way
to the stadium. Actually, Luis will be driving.”
Jen took a quick look at her calendar. Her sister was absolutely right. “I’ll be
ready, but Doug’s away.”
“New York?”
“Not this time. I’ll fill you in tomorrow. No big deal.” She tried to make her
voice light and airy, but her sister knew her too well.
“Okay…for now. We’ll figure it out tomorrow. Love you, Jen.”
“Back at you, Lis.”
She disconnected and fell back into a chair—a chair polished so brightly she
could see her reflection in the wood. Two nights. He’d been away only two
nights, and the place was so quiet. Too quiet. No jokes. No discussions, no one
asking about her day. She missed him! True enough. But he made her nutsy.
Somehow, he pushed her most sensitive buttons. What had happened to her
calm, planned and ordered life, the life she’d enjoyed only six months ago?
Doug happened.
Together, they were strong. Together, with their arms around each other, that was
bliss. That was safety. So good.
But this pick-up-and-go business? The lack of routine, always changing goals?
So bad.
She called Lisa again. “One yes or no question, Lis, so listen hard. If Mike had
been recruited by San Francisco or Kansas City or Miami…would you still have
gone off with him? Packed us all up and moved?”
“Of course! Boston seemed a million miles from home anyway.”
A memory stirred. “Thanks, Lis.” Jen threw the phone on the table and ran to her

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bedroom closet. Up high, high on a shelf was her box of keepsakes. She pulled it
down and peered inside, not pausing to examine the trinkets of the past, simply
searching for that college notebook. The one with the essay Doug had referred to
countless times, the essay he’d read aloud to their class in his clear, beautiful
voice. She took a deep breath and skimmed: