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 "You want it to be mine?"
"Yes!"
"You've expressed a wish."
The mockery of his voice was in its seriousness—and she threw at him defiantly, not smiling, as if daring
him to continue pretending that he did not understand: "All right. That's what I wish!"
He smiled, as at a child's complex scheming which he had long since seen through. "Very well." But he
did not smile, as he said, turning to Francisco, "Then—no."
The defiance toward an adversary who was the sternest of teachers, was all that Francisco had read in
her face. He shrugged, regretfully, but gaily. "You're probably right. If you can't prevent her from going
back—nobody can."
She was not hearing Francisco's words. She was stunned by the magnitude of the relief that hit her at the
sound of Galt's answer, a relief that told her the magnitude of the fear it swept away. She knew, only
after it was over, what had hung for her on his decision; she knew that had his answer been different, it
would have destroyed the valley in her eyes.
She wanted to laugh, she wanted to embrace them both and laugh with them in celebration., it did not
seem to matter whether she would stay here or return to the world, a week was like an endless span of
time, either course seemed flooded by an unchanging sunlight—and no struggle was hard, she thought, if
this was the nature of existence. The relief did not come from the knowledge that he would not renounce
her, nor from arty assurance that she would win—the relief came from the certainty that he would always
remain what he was.
"I don't know whether I'll go back to the world or not," she said soberly, but her voice was trembling
with a subdued violence, which was pure gaiety. "I'm sorry that I'm still unable to make a decision.
I'm certain of only one thing: that I won't be afraid to decide."
Francisco took the sudden brightness of her face as proof that the incident had been of no significance.
But Galt understood; he glanced at her and the glance was part amusement, part contemptuous reproach.
He said nothing, until they were alone, walking down the trail to the valley. Then he glanced at her again,
the amusement sharper in his eyes, and said, "You had to put me to a test in order to learn whether I'd
fall to the lowest possible stage of altruism?"
She did not answer, but looked at him in open, undefensive admission.
He chuckled and looked away, and a few steps later said slowly, in the tone of a quotation, "Nobody
stays here by faking reality in any manner whatever."
Part of the intensity of her relief—she thought, as she walked silently by his side—was the shock of a
contrast: she had seen, with the sudden, immediate vividness of sensory perception, an exact picture of
what the code of self-sacrifice would have meant, if enacted by the three of them. Galt, giving up the
woman he wanted, for the sake of his friend, faking his greatest feeling out of existence and himself out of
her life, no matter what the cost to him and to her, then dragging the rest of his years through the waste of

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