TirkashevDilshod

TirkashevDilshod

Task 3 Marius used the word “revelation” to describe the moments when writing helps him seek out ideas he has never imagined. Indeed, writing can be a path into our deepest self to reveal how we have become who we are today. In this task, you will write a paragraph beginning with one of the following sentences and try to investigate your inner experiences.

1. What I should have known…

2. Many years later I still dread…

3. At that moment, I knew I would never be the same…

Many years later I still dread to speak in front of big audience as I used to in my school years. It began when my literature teacher wanted me to recite the poem that I wrote on my own in the festival held at school. Even though I could recite poems expressively the idea made me embarrassed to no end. I clearly recall that I spent days to show my best and get all my schoolmates admired my reciting ability. My mom was astonished when I presented my poem to her, so I was sure that I wouldeasily demonstrate the poem in the festival and make teachers proud of me. That was that exciting and pleasant feeling! Finally, that day came and I got prepared thoroughly, although I was not able to sleep at night due to thinking coming event I was feeling really contend… But, as soon as I arrived at school I saw that there were so many people and the hall was decorated absolutely in a perfect way. The festival began and every student started to present their demonstrations turn by turn, there were claps encouraging the presenters. Then my turn came and I was announced as a young and gifted poet of the school. Hearing my name, I began trembling as I was supposed to be in the center of attention right now! I appeared in front of microphone to recite the poem, yet I was so embarrassed that even my voice became that weak and shaken… But it was not the worst point of my demonstration, it was when I forgot the rest of the poem as I was reciting half of it! I was silent trying to remember but it never appeared in my mind! That was awful! I nearly rushed away from the hall to the classroom of ours… After this, I could not attend to the lessons for a few days, since I was feeling too ashamed going to school… Even though I almost forgot about this bad experience of mine, I still refuse whenever I am asked to speak in front of people. At institute I ask my teachers to prepare tasks in written form rather doing them orally recalling that time at school. To my fortune my teachers do understand and allow me not to speak in front my course mates.