Diplomsiz ziyoli

Baxshiqulov Suxrob
(1988-2021)
Bu hamqishlog’imiz Muzrabot tumanida unib-o’sdi. U Tojikiston slavyan tillari oliygohiga o’qishga kirib ikkinchi bosqichda o’qishini Termiz davlat univestitetiga ko’chirdi. Taqdirni qarangki, u universitetni tamomlamasdan bu foniy dunyoni tark etdi. Uning ayolining ism-sharifi Xolmirzoeva Nargiza edi. Undan Dilrozbonu ismli farzand qoldi.
Ro’zg’ordagi anglashmovchiliklar Suxrobni og’ir ahvolga solgan edi. Shunda ham barcha qiyinchiliklarga, g’iybat-bo’htonlarga chidadi. Biroq ajal haq. Ayni navqiron yoshida uni oramizdan olib ketdi. Uning qayg’usi ota-ona qalbini o’rtadi. Biroq inson barchasiga chidar ekan.


MARSIYA BA DODARZODAAM SO’HROBChON

In zamin bedor gardid az nasimi navbahor,

Mug’cha bikshud ham gulu sebarga, bodomu anor.
On hama mavchud, ki ayyomi zimiston xufta bud,
Boz ham bedor gardida damid az har kanor.

Dar yake az ro’zhoi navbahori in diyor,

Chon barodar, tu ba dunyo omadi fasli bahor.
Chad kashidi tu ba bolo chun niholi navrase,
Gar bubinad ro’i tu har kas shud oshiq – beqaror.

Boz omad navbahoru in chaman gullola shud,

Gul biro’id az zaminu dehi mo purlola shud,
Maysavu sebargaho az nav damidand az zamin.
Lek qalbam purcharohat az tanini jola shud.

Sad dareg’, ayni kamolu dar siyu se solagi,

Tarki in dunyo namud chismi bazebat, choni tu.
Chumla hamsinfoni tu omad sari tobuti tu,
Ashki hasrat rextand bar chussai bechoni tu.

Xosti tabrik kuni dar ro’zi idi duxtarat,

Ham navozishho kuni, go’i gulam, Dilroz chon.
Lek margi bemahal az bayni moyon chun rabud,
Tuhfahoyat ba’di favtat shud ba Dilroz ormon.

Ey barodar, zud charo binmudi tu azmi safar,

G’ayri tu bar nasli tu digar ki boshad bolu par.
Ser gashti yo magar az in hayoti purmag’al,
Choi tu xolist, dodar, dar daru ham shahru bar.

Har gahe sozem bar on surati zebo nazar,

Az labi xandoni tu cho’em yak harfi digar.
Duxtarat aksi turo bigrifta go’yad, ey padar,
Xonaat vayron bishud, ham orzuyat besamar.

Ey barodar, az g’amat qalbi hazinam pora shud,

Qiblagohi mehrubonat az g’amat ovora shud.
Modarat xudro bizad, az hachri tu dilpora shud,
Xoharonu dodarat az dardu g’am bechora shud.

Purziyo gardad Xudoyo, xonai qabrat mudom,

Ro’hi pokat dar bihishti chovidon yobad maqom.
Manzili oxiratat obod boshad to abad,
Budi tu So’hrobchon, dar qalbi mo har subhu shom.